Remembering you today!! / Jessica (Daughter)Read >>
Remembering you today!! / Jessica (Daughter)
Mama. you don't even know how much your missed! There's not a day that goes by that i don't think about you! I wish that you were still here with us! There is so much i've wanted to talk to you about(things that were just between you and me)! You were like my bestfriend, someone i could talk to about anything and wouldn't get in trouble for! I love you more and more each day!!! AAF~NMW~
Happy Birthday!!! / TallyJackson Mommy To Angel Lucas (cousin)Read >>
Happy Birthday!!! / TallyJackson Mommy To Angel Lucas (cousin)
I had a dream about you last night. I dreamed that you were at your car at a party your mom was having (maybe a birthday party). I grabbed Everett and said,"I've got to take Everett to see Pam. They've never met." I knew you would love him because you've always loved babies. When we walked up to you, your first statement was, "He's gotten so BIG!" I said, "Everett this is Pam, your cousin." and he said in his sweet little voice "Pam". You laughed at his words and you were exactly as I remembered you when we were younger. When I woke up, I realized I had missed your birthday. We miss you and we love you!!
Are you near when I wake up in the morning, is that you when I walk outside and feel the cool breeze on my face? I can hear you in the wind chimes you gave me telling me you must be near. Is that you Pam, when the same butterfly is flying around me when I'm mowing grass or walking down the path? Are you near when I'm feeling sad because you're not here to see Jess and Aaron growing up? I wonder, I dream, I truly believe that you are near Pam because you are in my heart, soul and mind forever. I'll love you always, "Mama"
Mother's Day / Tally Jackson (cousin) Lucas' Mommy Read >>
Mother's Day / Tally Jackson (cousin) Lucas' Mommy
Hey Jess, I found this on a web page and thought you may want to use it for your mom's page. Mother's Day is in about 2 weeks. There are other beautiful graphics there too. The site is http://groups.msn.com/TeardropAngels
Please except my deepest condolences for the loss of your beautiful mother and friend. Jess you and your mom looked so much alike when you where both little girls. Your mom was taken way to soon but only God knows why. Only God can help us threw this. If I only knew the perfect words to help ease your pain I surly would say them but I have learned there aren't any. I just wanted you to know I care about you. Your mother will always be loved and missed until that sweet day we see her smiling face in heaven.
Missing you! / Kimberly Brewer (Step-sister)
Hey Pam! I wanted to tell you I was thinking of you. I saw Aaron and Jessica yesterday, which immediately makes me think of you. We were celebrating Nicholas's first birthday. Wanted to say I love you and miss you. Love Always, Kimberly Brewer Close
Thank You / Renee Grinolds (Another Angel Mom )Read >>
Thank You / Renee Grinolds (Another Angel Mom )
Thank you Sharon for your tribute to Jamie. I was reading through Pamela's pages - December 23 is a black day on the calendar for me as well as for you I imagine. I would love to think your brother is coaching Jamie and Pam is cheering her on. Wouldn't it be great if our loved ones can do what they so enjoyed doing on earth. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. My children lost their father in a car accident three years ago so I can understand what Pam's children are going through and will continue to go through as it's a pain that will be with you forever. You learn to live with it but it will always be there. Take care of each other. Renee Close
MERRY XMAS FROM OUR FAMILY TO YOURS PAMELA / CHRIS (BRADLEY EVANS FAMILY )Read >>
MERRY XMAS FROM OUR FAMILY TO YOURS PAMELA / CHRIS (BRADLEY EVANS FAMILY ) Close
Happ turkey day!! / Tally And Greg Lucas' Mommy (cousin)
Hope you had a wonderful feast with all the ones that we love so much. We give thanks to God for giving us the privilege to call you family. With love... Tally and Greg Close
Thanks for Lighting a candle for Jamie. / Pam(Mom2James Hopey (Angel friends )
Dear Sharon, I just wanted to say thanks for lighting a candle for my Angel Jamie. I know you can relate to my pain and loss. I believe Jamie and your Beautiful Pamela will bring us all 2 gether , to help in our suffering and pain. Also I found some comfort, looking at Pamela's web site, b/c I am sitting here, wanting a sign from my Jamie and when I saw "Pamela" and Mickey Mouse on the web page, I cried in spite of my self since I am sitting here wearing a Mickey Mouse Jacket. I wear it often, since it's warm, but it was also something Jamie," said he liked, said it was nice". I think he also liked Mickey. I know this is a difficult time, for everyone, we just had our Thanksgiving, it was very hard, not having my Jamie here. I know we will pray and God will answer some of our prayers, Like allowing us to carry our love and memories 4 ever till we all get to meet in Heaven. I know once Jamie meets your Pamela, he will be a little happy, since the name will remind him of his Mom "Pamela". You and Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Thanks again. Pamela Close
Tomorrow marks one year when the dreaded news came. They found you sleeping soundly not waking to your name.
You went to visit Jesus as you slept during the night. You found your pain was taken away as you entered through the light.
You finally felt some comfort and happiness and peace. All the worries of your mind suddenly began to cease.
You were welcomed by beautiful angels into a world you never knew. And then there were the ones you loved that went to visit Him before you.
And while you entered into Heaven and you were filled with so much delight they fitted you for your angel wings and your clothing in nothing but white.
We were left here though to deal with anger, sadness, and pain We were confused and had many questions, that no one here could explain.
Your life had been a rocky one, ups and downs all your life. You had made it through many obstacles and conquered so much strife.
So it seemed sort of crazy for you to go when things were right. It would have made more sense you see to go before your long fight.
But God's plans for you were different You weren't ready the 1st time He called You had to get a few things in line Therefore, your calling was stalled.
And now almost one year later, it's still as hard as day one. The expecting to see you come through the door has left and we know now you're gone.
But when tomorrow comes and we wake with you not here. Please ask God to remind us you are safe in His love and care.
Be with us Pam tomorrow as this day will be so hard continue to shine your love on us and continue to safely keep guard.
We love you and we miss you, but we know you are eternally blessed. For up in Heaven you know only love and to us, you are the best.
Happy angelversary, Pam. May the angels celebrate your homecoming as God blesses those you left behind.
So sorry for your loss / Donna Berg, Aaron's Mom Read >>
So sorry for your loss / Donna Berg, Aaron's Mom
Dear Jessica, I am so sorry your precious mother was taken from you. I know the pain of losing someone you love with all your heart and soul. Just hang on to every memory of your mother and think of her each and every day. She will come to you in your dreams and her embrace will be real. A mother's love can transcend time and space, I know this for sure...my love to you and your family, Aaron's Mom Close
thinking of you / Tally Jackson Lucas' Mommy (Cousin)Read >>
thinking of you / Tally Jackson Lucas' Mommy (Cousin)
Today was a tough day going to the family reunion after losing so many of the ones we love! I thought back to last year. My belly was really beginning to grow, and I sat beside you during our dinner and we talked about names and such. Daddy announced I was expecting and we were all so happy. Just to think that was a year ago. That was the last time I saw you, and I'm so glad I got the chance. Life has tought me we just never know. Love to you, Pam. Keep watching out for your children and family. Give daddy, granddaddy and lil' Lucas a hug for me. Missing all of you and sending BIG HUGS!